Hiya Beautifuls,
It`s been a pretty cool week of rehearsals (including the wonderful banana cake that Kathy made on Tuesday night), and being alive.
Gary and I get a terrible lack of sleep each night due to our oldest daughter feeling scared, upset and anxious to go to bed, let alone staying asleep all through the night. She will wake anywhere from about 1:30-2:30am and cause a big rukus (often waking up Zeth… Zyah most nights will stay asleep as she is a bit of a `log` sleeper) before eventually going to sleep after 1-3 hours of shouting, screaming, crying and questions… It`s pretty tiring and upsetting for us.
For me… came home yesterday afternoon to feel slightly nauseas (possibly due to a very dry, horrible, dodgy tasting pecan pie at “Cookies and Donuts”… of which my Mum and I told them of our disgust and it seems that they were 2-4 days old) whilst eating dinner, went to do some singing practice in the computer room (whilst keeping in touch with the world…) and then it had to come to an abrupt stop. I felt pretty sick by this time so Gary ran for the bucket and I sat, wincing and looking a tad icky, scared of the prospect of vomiting (I have a big fear of vomiting).
Whilst I fed Zeth (who was almost asleep) I looked at Gary rather anxiously and said, “You`re going to have to take him, I`m going to be sick”. Just with moments to spare I had the first bought of sickness, ARGH!
I had another two more after this and the `number 2` syndrome too happening… Not cool!
So… still feeling `anyhow` (as my Nan used to say) and a little annoyed when I can`t get on and do things, simple things like ironing and looking after the children, as normal.
I haven`t eaten much at all, had a little to drink throughout the day. I had 4 hours of rested sleep this afternoon as Gary had bub and the girls were with their Uncle and Aunty. That was a nice help.
So know that I love you all… I always feel guilty when I don`t get to write too much, but just know that I am thinking of you.
To my beautiful Canadian friend, take care, stay gorgeous and love you. XXX
Be bad all and Love you! XX
written by Mandyleigh
\\ tags: bub, Damaris, food poisoning, Gary, gastro, girls, guilty, sleep, zeth, Zyah