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Awareness is the honesty to freedom…
Thank-you to every one who offer their support. Love you all XXX
Since going public about the two annoyances in my life, Sellaband – my so-called record label & Casper van Vulpen, I have read and thought about some of the thoughts and feelings that a very small few people (including Casper) have written on the Sellaband forum.
I have no intentions of replying at the Sellaband forum, it is not a website that I like or want to spend time at anymore. I have felt this way for a while now, just like many other disappointed believers/artists. Here is the place that you will find any replies from me…
Firstly, I would like to say that I have had so many people writing to me (believers, friends & fans) who have offered so much kindness and support. Thank-you so much to all of you and your constant belief in me personally, and as an artist. Here are just a few messages that I wanted to share with you:
your album is wonderful and really deserves better.
Your story is fully in line with my experience with the company as a believer…
I still believe in the artists, but I don’t believe they will get famous outside of the SellaBand community after hitting the 50K (or whatever budget they sign up for now). I’m done with the site, I’m not investing anymore. I can’t see any advertising for any SAB album at all, and I’m living in the Netherlands, SellaBands’ home. No wonder I haven’t sold any cd from one of the 10 artists I’ve helped funding their album. The quality isn’t the problem, it’s the lack of exposure that’s missing. Sellaband is like Las Vegas: Very attractive, fun while you’re there, but what happens at SellaBand stays at SellaBand.
I am however totally gobsmacked and amazed at the naivety and idiocy, as well as the sheer lack of compassion and empathy from those small few people on the forum (some of which who helped to fund my album). It seems that they haven`t bothered to read the truth, and that is their choice.
As far as any one making light or even a mockery of my illness of depression (let alone depression as a whole), then perhaps YOU could walk in the shoes of some one that has it, just for a change, and know exactly what it all feels like, instead of passing mindless judgement of something that you know absolutely nothing about.
Would you ever wish for your wife, husband, child, any loved one to have this debilitating illness? Of course you wouldn`t. So to mock some one with it is just plain nasty. I wouldn`t wish this illness on my worst enemy.